school today was rather boring. pretty much the usual i guess.


graaaah. got notified rather last minute that batch07 is involved in the teacher's day celebrations performance?! ARGHH. it's a nice thing to do. but i feel rather. malu. sighhh. after the september holiday break, im going to shut myself in the classroom and forget about showing my face for another. 2 weeks? graaaaah.

and im starting to detest a certain subject which i loved like crazy since sec 1.


YOU. killed my interest. thanks a lot.


thanks for hinting that i'm not attentive in class. when i don't even talk all the time. excuse me, look all around you. other people are talking as well.


even if you're biased against me, so be it. don't drag my friend into it.


and even when you're not making it obvious how you dislike me, i can sense it. and it's bad enough if anyone has a slight tinge of that sense.


and now i don't feel like putting in effort into the pt. in sec1 and 2 i spent a hell lot of time and effort doing the pt.


thanks a lot. GJ. Well done.





okay whatever. i just spit out the angst i felt today. and probably what i would feel for the rest of the year.



on the brighter side, training today. finally. very very very very very rusty though. my smashes were like chops. and my footwork was cranky. and i felt so tired after a while only. graaah. at least i actually managed to finish the physical exercise without stopping. i thought i would slack if not i would die la. heh.




english orals tomorrow. getting slightly jittery. but i pray that it would be over soon. SOON. argh. im afraid i'll screw up the question and answer part.


pingfang's birthday tomorrow, jasmine's birthday tomorrow. and yours, tomorrow.






damn. much as i want to not be so emo or jaded or angsty. there just seems to be too much for me to take.


i just. prefer to get in out of my mind and chuck it into this space over here. and i wouldn't think about it when im outside the virtual world.





so far away. i'm gone.